A letter to myself at the beginning

When you manage to get the caregiver job, your going to need to put $200-$300 away each month to save up enough money for the Lap-Band procedure. You know you lost some weight when you were on medication for weight loss, but now with you getting odd pains and hating the way you look. You need to make a big change, and I know you have been trying to eat better. But for yourself and to maybe not end up with a heart attack at the young age of 23, please start saving money to save your life! Trying to be more active is a good start but since you have become so large I know its difficult for you. Lose a little weight at a time and safe yourself!